God's will or my will?

It is clear to me that this walk of faith is going to be more of a marathon than a sprint. It is going to take endurance. From this mornings Bible study I have been convicted of a couple of things. 1) I still have too much of this world in me to be comfortable with Jesus and I have too much of Jesus in me to be comfortable in this world. 2) I often put a godly spin on my will and call it God's will.
I am a spiritual child that has much to learn before I can call myself a true disciple of Christ. I must learn to yield myself to the Holy Spirit. I am in it for the long haul. Praise God that He is patient and merciful.